Loner For Life

I have realized that there is no point of me having a tumblr account. 

Coming to the conclusion that I will never amount to anything is a great feeling. 

I think I will keep the account for the next week and see what happens. But for the most part you won’t here from me. 

I think it would be better to rot away without any documentation of my inevitable decay. 

The funny thing is— no one will even read this.

Today was blah. Had it’s ups and downs.
I think I just want to go to sleep for a week.
Maybe that will fix things.
That or just disappear.

But on a happy note— my friend and I turned some stuff upside down in English.

I need to get my shit together. Fuck.

Fucked up day.
Just weird. All day.
But every time it got really shitty the girl made me smile without even realizing it. Like had a real shit-feast lunch but came in and heard her sing. God her voice makes my heart melt.
A friend of mine asked me today if I would ever get over her. I laughed. Apparently that wasn’t appropriate. But I’m happy with being her friend and having her happy so it’s all good.

Oh and I got a scholarship. So woo hoo?

What the what?! I got an iPad today! Shweet!

Plus an amazing hug from an amazing person. :)

Downsides of the day: I HAVE to grad announcements and laundry.

Also— does anyone have any tips on painting landscape with acrylic?